I started reading books from a theology course and while I was reading through the information a verse seemed to pop out, so I went to it and read it. I feel the lord wanted to show me that many of us if not all of us are worse then Judas (disciple who betrayed Jesus). I asked the Lord what the secret was to not sinning, he said you have to hate sin. Although he didn't say it through a voice I heard through my ear drums, he spoke to me very clearly through the spirit he has given me. See the problem with us isn't that we are unable to see god, the problem is the only way we think we can see god is through our understanding of what vision is.The lord comes in very many shapes, forms, and sizes.
Pray for humility, pray for obedience, and pray for understanding. You have already made mistakes in your life, that you can do nothing about now, but you don't have to make the same ones. You don't have to feel that you know you were made for something important and have it be for nothing. In order to become something you must first respect being nothing. Being humble. The things we do, the jobs we have, and the degree we get will only matter when we are here. None of those things are fulfilling at the end of the day though. All of them leave you wanting more. I heard someone say the other day, "it's not about the stature you have its the quality of life you live." Ive tried living the life of sex, drugs, and alcohol. None of them ever leave you fully satisfied and once it wears off its over. Back to the same drawing board with the same solutions. I can tell you one thing, they start getting old real quick and than that one mistake you make when you aren't paying attention comes down like asteroid from space to destroy your life.
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